HELP

I need to learn how to live without you... i'm still hurt, and want for things to change
but love you the same way... unless you tell me so i'll just pretend everything is in the right place...
but it isn't my mind is not set for loosing you... yet...
i could told you how my days are melancolic.. but you wouldn't belive it...
i trully love you and always wiil till the rest of my day... and if we don't end together...
well for now i'll just keep you in my dreams... every single day of my life...
this is i want to tell you, but i don't have that courage... at this time